I remember / je me souviens
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For those limbic bursts of nostalgia, invented by Proust, miniaturized by Nicholson Baker, and freeze-dried by Joe Brainard in his I remember and by Georges Perec in his Je me souviens.

But there are no fractions, the world is an integer
Like us, and like us it can neither stand wholly apart nor disappear.
When one is young it seems like a very strange and safe place,
But now that I have changed it feels merely odd, cold
And full of interest.
          --John Ashbery, "A Wave"

Sometimes I sense that to put real confidence in my memory I have to get to the end of all rememberings. That seems to say that I forego remembering. And now that strikes me as an accurate description of what it is to have confidence in one's memory.
          --Stanley Cavell, The Claim of Reason


Saturday, December 21, 2024

I remember a scene in The Swiss Family Robinson where the young boy is bitten by a spider (the web has come up out of nowhere) and the father sucks out the venom and gouges out the wound with a knife before it can harm him.  A very scary scene, but it was interesting that I understood what he was doing almost immediately, without having any knowledge or expectation that this was something you could do.

This is another of the earliest movies I remember, and that I associate with the large-screened Upper West Side theaters I saw them in.  The juxtaposition of the large, somewhat threadbare theater and its smells with the slightly underlit movies you saw there is something that I am only conscious of now.  They may feel underlit (now: this was natural then) because when I was little we went during the day.  Or they may seem underlit as I remember them in comparison to today's bright flat screen TVs.  (I recollect The Planet of the Apes as underlit as well, though I remember seeing it much later in my childhood.) But that was fine -- the movie world seemed all the realer in being both very large and somewhat distant from the crowd in the grungy theater.



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